Sleep In Sanity

It is not I who sleeps
It is you who sleeps ... you sleep

Insane you sleep, I sleep in sanity 

Medicate the mind
Recover and Evaluate
Pills swallowed
Sleep sets in
Enter the other side

Splintered visions
Brought on by your mind
Splintered visions
Believing the lies

Recollection thoughts.
Trying to understand.
One more pill to sedate.
Diminishing the pain.

Splintered visions
Brought on by your mind.
Splintered visions
Believing the lies

You're running forever
Getting nowhere
Changing routes takes you back to the beginning
Falling down
Hit the wall

Splintered visions

You're running forever
Getting nowhere
Changing routes takes you back to the beginning
Falling down Hit the wall
Hit the wall 

When the moment's right
Only moments rise
For the lesser blessed
It's all promises
When the daughters rise
From their comas rise
For a lesser blessed
It seems honest here

Celebrate give love and praise
Celebrate
For our lesser days

Obsessions in your eyes
The peril of my life
Where others fall
You came back again 

Where is your mind taking your heart? My dear princess if only I could reach your soul... I will share thousand smiles with you, I will show you that the path of life can be walked with hope if you only believe in yourself and all the beauty and good will you are hidding from the world due to your fear to be torn once again... 

In the still of the night

Sleepless hours wandering the hidden corners of my mind in search of that link to sanity for that piece of me that is so trapped in the fear of facing the world as it appears to her eyes...

Up there...up high

My princess spiraling...

Music is my shelter at all times, sometimes I find words and thought that I feel completely identified with.
My daughter, my indigo princess, is fighting against her troubled mind... it's difficult to see those big sad eyes...then, I must let her find herself and shine again.

Spiraling Into Depression

Trapped inside a broken world
Condemned, fallen
Nowe you are home
A drought ridden spirit

Useless fear is sought again
For the next self-induced fall
Dreams discarded

Spiraling into depression
Spiraling into depression

Still you cannot bear all this pain
Still you cannot bear to drift away
Darkness still rips silently within
Still you cannot bear all the shame

Alone in your circle of despair
Your dreams are discarded
Clinging to a sterile existence
Self-pity and lingering grief
Depleted and beaten

Nailed to insecurities
Life's forfeit and no longer your own
The day becomes night

Still you cannot bear all this pain
Still you cannot bear to drift away
Darkness still rips silently within
Still you cannot bear all the shame

Blinded by death are the living undone

Drugs Don't Work...

All this talk of getting old
It's getting me down my love
Like a cat in a bag, waiting to drown
This time I'm comin' down


And I hope you're thinking of me
As you lay down on your side
Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again


Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again


But I know I'm on a losing streak
'Cause I passed down my old street
And if you wanna show, then just let me know
And I'll sing in your ear again


Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again


'Cause baby, ooh, if heaven calls, I'm coming, too
Just like you said, you leave my life, I'm better off dead


All this talk of getting old
It's getting me down my love
Like a cat in a bag, waiting to drown
This time I'm comin' down


Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again


'Cause baby, ooh, if heaven calls, I'm coming, too
Just like you said, you leave my life, I'm better off dead


But if you wanna show, just let me know
And I'll sing in your ear again


Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again


<em>To My Daughter

OH My sweet little princess, reality must be faced one more...
even though you are now carrying the burden of thousand guilts and loses on your shoulders...
There will be other mornings and new smiles.... and in every corner you need to turn my arms will be eager to hold you once again.

Leave me here where I can do no wrong 

What am I to do in my darkest hour
Lamplight to light my despair
She has the stars in her eyes
The mind in her hair, my sanctuary
Silent and silver...

Shine bright Lady Moonlight

Should I cry, should I weep
My secrets she'll keep them in her temple
'Neath her veil
She is Isis she is Guinevere
Sister to the sea
Queen of the night, with the answer
And my heart disbelieves
The myth surrounding Eve
She couldn't know what she was doing

Shine bright Lady Moonlight 

Lady Moonlight... Shine Bright

Lady Moonlight... Shine Bright

Lady Moonlight... Shine Bright

What am I to do in my darkest hour
Lamplight to light my despair
She has the stars in her eyes
The mind in her hair, my sanctuary
Silent and silver...

Shine bright Lady Moonlight

Should I cry, should I weep
My secrets she'll keep them in her temple
'Neath her veil
She is Isis she is Guinevere
Sister to the sea
Queen of the night, with the answer
And my heart disbelieves
The myth surrounding Eve
She couldn't know what she was doing

Shine bright Lady Moonlight



This is merely a reflection of what I am... a silent dancer in an empty dancehall...smiling gold and silver searching the road to your soul.